Have had a really horrible week, the side effects of the chemo have really kicked in. I started being sick Thursday of the week before last, before I had my chemo, had Tuesday and Wednesday after the chemo feeling much better then started being sick again on the Thursday. All day, through the night. If I wasn't being sick I was trying to sleep. I couldn't even keep water down. Luckily, my doctor is an absolute angel and dosed me up to the eyeballs so I wasn't being sick as much - I was still sick this morning.

It's being really tough this time, if I am being tested they are doing a bloody good job of it. It's hard to remain positive when you feel literally like death. My friends are keeping me going, I am sorry that I have not been able to keep you up to date but those of you who know me know that I go to ground when I am feeling this bad. I thought I better poke my nose out of my cave to let you know why and that I am getting on with it. I will be in touch more as and when I feel better. Don't worry too much, there is nothing you can do other than what you are doing already and keeping me in your thoughts. Love you for it.