Day 131

Slept much better last night, slept all the way through for about seven hours then topped up with another two, so feeling a lot better today. Only five more days to go until my last chemo, this time next week I know I will be feeling fairly revolting but I am not complaining. It would be a different story if the chemo hadn't worked, that would be awful, to go through that for nothing. I can understand now why some people refuse the chemo. I have been on the Macmillan website again, there was a comment posted by a lady who has the same type of cancer as me who was feeling very frightened as she did not know anybody with it. It was really good to be able to reassure her, to let her know that it is possible to come out the other side of this still feeling very positive. She also agreed with me that she knew what I meant by feeling lucky to be loved. That feels wonderful. A special thank you to my friend in Holland who sent me some very good words of encouragement this morning, made me feel a lot better. That and lots of cuddles and laughs this afternoon have gone a long way to making my day special. I have been feeling a little down over the last few days, feeling much better now. I have my ridiculous grin back on!