Here we go again!

Ok constant reader, I have had the results from my MRI. The good news is that I have beaten breast, lung and lymph cancer!!! The bad news is I have got cancer of the liver. Bugger. I have two tumours on my liver, once is 3cm long and the other one is there but smaller. So what does this mean. Well, my liver is still functioning normally, bizarrely! Its not being affected by the tumours at all. I am now only dealing with one site not four. I am in a little bit of discomfort but its not continual. Next step.. more chemo. I am going to have another course of chemotherapy, a different one this time. It will make me lose my hair again (thats fine cos what I have now is sooo scary!!!) Then they will follow me up with different medication. The herceptin is not working. I told you I was an awkward customer!! I have told work I am going to have more time off this time - I only had 12 days off with the chemo last time. The chemo will affect me differently (well hey, why break the habit of a life time!)How do I feel.. now the initial shock has worn off and I have stopped crying and raging against the world (that was quick, only found out 4 hours ago) I feel calm and guess what.. bring it on. I am all fired up and ready to go. This chick is so not ready to leave the party yet.