Day Fourteen

Saw my parents today for the first time since I have been diagnosed. My mother has mental health problems and I am worried that this is going to put her over the edge again. I told her to be brave - if I have to be, so does she. Both my parents are very religious. Dad prayed for me. If it helps them to feel useful, that is good, and to be perfectly honest, any help is gratefully received! Feeling a bit down today. I have my period and my breast is hurting a little bit more today. It's also now two months since I first found the lump. Can hear that clock ticking in my head. I am also worrying about the results from the scans. I know worrying won't change the results, but I am not sure if I can take any more bad news. Must keep my chin up. Had extra chocolate to be on the safe side!