Day Fifty Two

Well, here I am. I have survived another round of chemo inducing angora knickers and sleepy head! Taking a valium at half seven this morning was a real eye opener - and then shutter! Totally chilled and relaxed. The valium stops the chemo from making you feel sick. I have just looked in the mirror, I am a whiter shader of pale and definitely thinning on top now, I look proper poorly but I don't feel it - yet. The disco dancing I had in my liver last time has not happened so much this time, but early days yet. I don't have to remove hair from under my arms anymore! Any hair that I have removed over the last week has not grown back. I went out today without my spare hair, just wore my funky pink hat that my angel bought me, hoop earrings and a bit of lippy and I was me again. She bought me another angel last night, a guardian angel crystal. Made me cry. I don't know what I would do without her. I've said it before and I'll say it again. I am a very lucky girl. I am protected, loved and very much at peace with what is going on. And I don't think it's the valium talking!