Day 151

Well, I got in at 2am this morning! I had a wonderful evening, danced my socks off for two hours solid - my feet were still sore this morning! However, half way through the evening, I was just sitting quietly, watching my friends chatting and having a good time and I was suddenly hit by a wave of affection for them, and a sense of what I would have missed out on had my treatment not been successful. I had to take myself off for a bit, have a bit of a blub! I am still feeling quite emotional today, feeling little bit unhinged, I think that is the best description. It is hardly surprising, I have been so positive throughout all this, it had to come out somewhere. So, I have broken out the tin of Celebrations I have had hidden away (see, I do have will power!) and I am going to top up on my choccie levels. I am going to be ok, I know that.