Day 154

The day started off with a start - I slept through my alarm clock. I have never done that before! I woke up at 7.45am which gave me half an hour to get me and my little fella ready for the day - and we did it! Joint effort. I am more tired than I have ever been in my life. I went to work for two hours but it was a complete struggle so I left and came home again. I cannot seem to settle though, up and down like a yo-yo. I suspect this is the fall out from all the stress I have been under lately. Now the divorce is through and I am getting better, I have slowed down and my body is saying OI! Give me a break! So I am going to try my hardest. I am very stubborn, I don't like giving into the fact that I cannot do everything and I don't like being so tired but I must learn that I am not superhuman, I do have limitations and I really must rest up or else I am not going to get better. Sleep is nature's way of recharging our batteries and healing us when we are not looking, so we cannot argue. So here is me promising to do as I am told and not berate myself for wanting to sleep so much. I give in. That is the only time you will hear me say that. Oh yes, you might like this one - Cancer is a word, not a sentence. Think about it. It does not define who I am. Thanks Bryher.