Day 86

Feeling ok-ish at the moment, didn't sleep very well last night thanks to the blessed steroids but managed to sleep this afternoon for a little while. What has gone though is the niggling voice in the back of my head that used to whisper "Are you going to make it this time?". I have been drinking lots to flush through the chemicals but I already have pain in my ankles which means I will have to take a painkiller tonight. I am looking forward to Christmas and New Years now for the first time, thinking about when to put up the lights, my works Christmas dinner and what to wear to it, that sort of thing. That is the biggest difference. I have got my future back.