Day Nineteen

Slept really well, not feeling as tired as I was expecting and not in any pain at all from the breast area, but my left arm is hurting a little, probably because I am over compensating. Opened my post from yesterday this morning to find three get well cards, one from very old friends, one from a friend who I work closely with in another department and one from my friends at work. I love you all. I would be lying if I said I didn't cry, but only because it makes me realise how loved I am and how unfair this is. But you know what, it also makes me more determined not to give in to this! I am not crying any more, am being totally positive. I am very scared about tomorrow, going to hospital for my pre-op assessment and to get the results of the scans I have had. I hope it's not bad news, but if it is, just go with it and fight all the harder. I know I can do this.