Day Thirty Six

Managed to stay a little longer at work today! Everyone there is being wonderful, making sure that I do not overdo it and reassuring me that everything will be ok from that perspective. I know I only have one crack at this, I am going to be sensible and not overtire myself, but if I do feel well enough, I will be there - knowing me, I will be doing overtime at some point! Spoke to my doctor, she could not believe I was at work so soon after chemo, apparently I am a bit indestructable. Let's hope so. I told her I was in pain now from the lump, and it's not just a dull ache, it's an angry I've got teeth sort of pain, and she said that was good, show's that something is happening. I like to feel the pain. I hope that lump is suffering and dying and I want it to have as painful a death as possible. Everything else about me is calm and focused, I have one goal and I am determined to achieve it.