Day Twenty One

Hard to believe its only been three weeks since I was diagnosed, so much has happened. Back to work today, yet again, friends all rallying around and checking to see how I am. Said thank you to the guys for my card, told them how much it meant to me, they told me I need to get better because I am loved. I feel loved. One of my friends suggested looking on eBay for a new liver! No pain at all in the chest area, but aware of some discomfort in my tummy which was not there at all before. It's not pain, just an awareness. Spoke to my nurse today, Mary, she is wonderful. I am booked in for this Thursday at the chemo clinic to discuss my treatment. They have got me in early because of the awful day I had yesterday. I thought I was going to have the operation still until I asked for the results of my scans - that was when they realised I would not be having the op. I am glad I am being whizzed through, but nervous because I think I am going to find out how poorly I really am. But the mind is an amazing thing, and the power it has over the body is incredible. That is why I must remain positive.