Day 109

Seem to be bouncing back from this better every time, the pain only managed to manifest in my ankles last night but I had pre-empted it and taken a pain killer so it didn't spread any higher and I woke through the night to find it had been stopped in its tracks. I feel weary today, things are an effort but I have managed to push the vacuum cleaner round which I would never have considered doing last round. As long as I rest up afterwards. Thank you Bryher for my flowers! Such a beautiful surprise and you are right, I can look forward now and enjoy my life, I don't feel as if I have been through hell because I have had you supporting me, all my friends out there have been there for me to lean on and I am so lucky to have you. It's my sons 11th birthday today and I am here to celebrate it with him. It may be an effort but we have Christmas to look forward to as well, need to put our tree up yet but I can do all this with him. The main word here today is forward, I can look forward to doing so much and I need to put this all behind me. Oh I am smiling!!