Day 111

It got really rough last night before bedtime, I don't mind telling you I was lying on the sofa and I was crying with the pain, unable to get comfortable or get relief, when the pain killers kicked in it was amazing, I managed to get into bed then and stay warm, slept through all the way and woke up this morning.. and the storm had passed again. For the last time. Yes!! I am feeling more nauseous at the moment and my sense of taste is out the window, everything feels odd on my tongue, as if its furry. Not very nice. I am still having a few twinges in my ankles but nothing compared to last night, my ankles are still swollen but I know that all of this will pass. I have had a few twinges in the liver area but nothing compared to the constant ache I had after the first few rounds of chemo. I also have pain in my neck and upper spine which I got very mildly last time. I am feeling a little stressed out at the moment, suspect that is down to the time of year, I have more to do than normal and I want to get on and do it but my body is preventing me which makes me frustrated. I also want to - pardon the expression - let my hair down and kick my heels for a bit, I suppose I have been under constant stress with the treatment and so forth so it will do me good to let rip! I am looking at two weeks off over the festive season so perfect timing!