Day 117

I shopped. I conquered!! All set and settled now for the festive period. Feeling a little bit tired but then I have had to do more this week than I would do normally if I was recuperating. Determined to have a wonderful Christmas this year, last year was horrible as I didn't have my son with me as he was at his Dad's but I have my boy with me this year, I am feeling better, I have a lot to be thankful for and I am happy. Feel peaceful finally. I had an awful dream last night, I dreamt that the cancer had come back on my right lung and there was nothing they could do for me. I know it was just a dream and it's my brains way of downloading. I am not going to think about it - to be honest I don't think about it at all now until I am reminded by my own body! Cross every bridge when I come to it and then face it head on as always.