Day 100

I can't believe it has been one hundred days since I was diagnosed - it feels a lot longer. I am guilty of giggling in the night - could not get to sleep last night, I was swinging between giggling to myself to crying - emotional fall out. Feeling extremely lucky today. It was so good to be able to go into work and spread a little happiness and tell my friends the good news. Had a really good long chat with one of my friends, chatting about how this experience has changed my perspective on life. I am a different person now. I have had to learn patience for a start! I don't worry about trivial things anymore, I value everyone around me a lot more and I take genuine and total pleasure in the little things that are done for me and I feel so, so lucky. I am counting my blessings I suppose. I hope that I never take anything for granted again.