Day Eighty Eight

Definitely getting my energy back, but aware that I must not kick the bottom out of it or I will be set back again. Have just finished tidying my garden for the winter, enjoying the autumn sunshine and generally feeling brilliant. Bumped into a friend who I have not seen for a while, had to break the news to her - we were both stood there trying our hardest not to cry. It really is the hardest thing about being 'ill', telling people. She is also waiting to see the doctor, she keeps losing feeling in her hands, so she is worrying that there is something wrong with either her spine or her brain. I told her not to dwell on worst case scenarios, it could be something not so nasty, she has been under a lot of stress lately. She said I was being really brave. I don't feel really brave. I think the people around me who are looking out for me from day to day are braver, I am just getting on with it from day to day. That's all I can do. But I am really making sure that I am getting the most out of every day. Not going to let this stop me from having fun!