Day Ninety Six

Feeling a lot more weak today, which seems to be the pattern. Breathless and a bit more nauseous, lot more tired. If I take the sleeping tablets two nights in a row, which I have done, it seems to accumulate. I am not going into work tomorrow so I can have a good long sleep. My parents have got my little man for the week too being half term so going to take advantage and rest as much as possible. I only have myself to look after this week so can go to bed as early as I like if needs be. My appetite has not diminished but still not craving protein. Logic says that there is not so much to repair this time. I forgot to tell you about my blood results on Friday - had such a busy day! My blood results are - normal! My markers from my liver enzymes are 51 - normal is 0-50! My liver function is normal and for some reason, they have also been monitoring my hormone levels - I did not know they were doing this. They normally only do that if its a gynaecological cancer, but my hormone levels have plummeted too which may expalin why my 'monthly functions' are back to normal too. My platelets are also normal too. All really brilliant news. All I need now are the results from the MRI. I have no pain in the liver department at all now but my left breast is really painful. I had a feel of the lump this morning, its much softer apart from a hard bit in the middle, which I suppose is the core. Finding it harder and harder to locate the edges now, they are really sloping off. So, am going to have a lovely lazy afternoon, relax, eat lots of chocolate and watch mindless tv like a good girl!