Day 12

Oh I am shattered!! I woke up this morning and thought 'oh its only Tuesday'! I am so tired and its the fatigue hitting now. Having cancer of the liver makes you tired anyway.. having chemo is just the icing on the cake. That and the fact that I had a bad nights sleep on Sunday with the pain. But it's not all bad, work are making sure that I am not overdoing it as are my friends.. my friends, my wonderful friends. I am truly blessed. I feel so loved. This is the gift of cancer.. you get to realise how loved you are before you die as opposed to at your funeral. Don't panic! That's not defeatist talk.. you don't know me very well if you think I am giving up!! I am still smiling.. now that's the real me. My hair is aching.. that sounds odd I know but its the folicles on the top of my head. If I am going to lose my hair it will be soon, I am resigned to the fact. Be nice not to but hey.. small price to pay.