Day 33

For those of you who need your daily fix.. here I am! I am currently at home with the sniffles, not feeling too bad but I don't want to make the problem worse so I am having a day at home with my blankie and some chocolate. Bliss! I went to work yesterday without my spare hair on and nobody batted an eyelid. Everyone knows at work and I feel comfortable enough not to feel conscious about the fact. One of my colleagues said it did not matter if I had hair or not I still look gorgeous. That was lovely. I have decided this year for Halloween I am going to paint my head green so that I can look like Yoda from Star Wars! One thing I wanted to tell you which I find very odd and quite unsettling now is that since I had chemo last time, when I cry, my tears are really cold. I really don't like it. I have been on eBay and I am buying lots of baker style caps - one needs a lot of caps to match her wardrobe! I am going to keep my spare hair for special occasions. Those of you who love me accept me for what I look like and I am becoming more comfortable with it too. My biggest challenge will be the first time I do the shops. People are bound to stare but hey! I am gorgeous! And it's not as if I am the only person in the world to have this. More's the pity.