Day 39

I went into town on Friday for the first time wearing just my hat, no hair.. and nobody looked at me as if I had two heads. It was fantastic and totally liberating. I nipped to Tesco to get fuel first, little steps, then went right into town. So I have cracked it as far as I am concerned. I could understand people who care not minding and I now know that others don't care either - the only person who had the problem was me. And now I don't! I had a fabulous weekend, very lazy and very comfortable with people who care about me. It was lovely. The only thing I am concerned about is that I have a few blotches on me at the moment, another side effect of the chemo sadly. I am at the doctors tomorrow to get some more pain relief, I am having chemo again on Friday and I am not going to have the pain that I had to put up with last time in my legs and wrist. I am not going to put up with it anymore. And a quick message for Lynn - hunny you sound so much like me! Your email made me laugh so much! Keep it up love, we are kicking bottom together.