Day 62

Thought I better say hello constant reader.. at the moment if I am not working I am sleeping but I am surrounded by people who care for me. I have enjoyed being at work this week, managed to do what needed doing as I won't be there next week. Know it is in safe hands. My boss made me laugh today, as I left I said to him have a good weekend and he replied have a nice chemo! I know he meant well! Right now I am feeling like I want to shut myself away from the outside world a bit, it's ok, just not looking forward to Friday. Each time it is getting harder to get the canula in. I have terrible veins, so the wrong person for this disease! I want to wrap myself up in my duvet and stay there,just me. Don't worry, you know this is a temporary thing as do I, this time next week I will be bouncing again. Remember I told you that I wanted to put how I felt once better in a bottle? I did. And I remember how it feels. I reckon just a couple of drops of that amazing feeling will keep me going over the next week or so. One thing the chemo can't get rid of though.. I am still laughing with my friends. All angels suffer. But all angels have wings to keep them flying. This is me wrapping my wings around me. I will come out the other side smiling in the sun.